Work is kind of odd at the moment - lots of apparent interest in what we do but all the time knowing that work we do to promote ourselves won't actually pay off for ages (if ever). This puts an odd pressure on me because most of what I need to do is this sort of future planning and development whilst making sure that the young team of brilliant workers we have back down in Eastbourne are properly supported.
Switching off from all this at the end of the work day is particularly hard at the moment.
Anyhow, a hot afternoon (entirely glass curtain wall in the flat), battling with InDesign in bright sunshine on a 13" laptop had me uncharacteristically flustered by about 3pm.
Where to go for "after work" beer, though? Being Friday, busy and noisy pretty much comes with the pub territory and I really didn't think I could deal with too many people or too much noise. Were we in Eastbourne, I would probably have demanded beer in our own garden.
"How busy do you think the Barley Mow will be...?" I ventured.
We agreed it was worth a punt.
It was busy outside with all the tables and the pews on the pavement fully occupied. However, on stepping inside to the cool darkish interior, it was an oasis of instant calm. Even better, "our" corner was entirely unoccupied.
We were greeted by cheery staff and we got a couple of pints. The second we sat down I relaxed - before I'd even touched my beer. It's not just the beer in the pub, it's the pub itself. Bit by bit my flusteredness ebbed away and I started to look forward to tackling the InDesign document the following morning.
The pub itself did start to fill up and the table of accountants next to us were a tad noisy but by then I was able to handle and because we couldn't hear ourselves talk, we started playing a card game instead.
I love this pub.
Today, I'm back to a bit of InDesign and vowing that, in future, I'll do the bloody documents at my desk in Eastbourne and not leave it until the last minute!